Forks in the Road

Forks in the Road

In this early morning you are with me,
before the dawn’s first light begins in the sky
the dawning of Light occurs here.

I come unto the day with my problems, uncertainties
and with those whom Love brings to me
and turn within, offering all up unto This
unspeakable Love knowing, I, of myself, am nothing and
can do nothing to fix, change, or make better,
my act of devotion is to empty myself in offering,
to make of myself an empty receptacle, nothing at all,
a pure clear open emptiness.

In so doing, a direction is chosen,
the fork is the selection of Love
of a Love greater than I, more powerful than I,
the One that IS All, and All-inclusive
of all the suffering humans everywhere
of all life.

I ask to be an instrument of Love, of Peace
and open in emptiness unto the vast Silence
that speaks the language of no words
to listen deeply, giving all over in trust
and rejoice in the doing that is a giving
in surrender, letting go all unto This Peace
that is beyond mind’s grasp, beyond conception, immaculate.
I let go of all form, concept, worldly hope, dream
need, everything, come to naught, and rest.

Open mind, open heart, open belly & bones
open unto nothingness, vast openness
that simply IS, my entirety rests in
Peace… R.I.P.  I gladly die into This.

Here remaining, open attentive listening
watching awaiting dawn’s first light
the day made for Love’s fulfillment
unknown to this mind the shape or forms
the day’s unfolding, how many forks
will appear in the road, taken, step by step
choosing to be a vehicle for Love, Light, Presence
through being empty of self, receptive of Self.

I join the Many who are the One in This
awakening to living daylight within
opening within that Love might come out
in works mighty and delicate, cosmic and mundane,
knowing All Is This, and is mighty Good,
yummie and delectable, heaven scented, touching in
to Beauty and Love inherent in the fabric of Life,
acknowledging such Grace upon and within
such a one as has made a wreckage in wretchedness
of living apart from true Love…

I give all my mistakes, misunderstanding, ignorance
all my efforts, thoughts, words
all my self, all my self, all my self until nothing is
but the vast empty beautiful dark sky earth for whatever the dawning
brings each moment, each breath…

Where is this Love? –Nowhere but Here
What is this Love?–Nothing but This
Who gives this Love?–No one but the One through us as us, All
How is Love known?–Through receiving within and giving forth, recognizing the works
When does Love come?–Only Now, this moment’s fresh newborn arrival

Try as we might, we cannot get from the mirror
what is only within the one who looks,
see the seeing loving Presence, aware, awake
let This arise and Be active in the heart, mind, body, soul
of All Being.  Wait upon this, and see what IS.
When forks appear in the road, stop everything, choose This.

-In the rosey dawn,
sharing This Love
that Only Is,




About Anrael

Anrael is currently operating this LightHearted adoration ministry supporting transformation of consciousness, from homosapien(overly mental) to homoluminous (shining as Heart of Being coherently), bringing forth renewed species and new earth. Anrael has worked in spiriting and inspiring well-Being professionally since 1975 in lots of different venues with wide range of populations from womb to tomb. She is an explorer in consciousness since 1968. She has two masters degrees, EdM, MSW and trainings too numerous to mention. She has practiced and studied many wisdom traditions along with science and psychology in wide range of modalities resulting in interdimensional holyfractalgraphic direct embodied experience that moves through the Allness we are and includes Totality and Actuality vividly alive as Is. The wonders of social science, psychology, working in and through relationship, and physics, holography and cosmometry—all dancing fullness and emptiness in a vulnerable openness completely supported by the transcendent that is fully immanent: Being This fully alive and completely real NowHere fullfilling our limitless potential. All This she enjoys sharing in union with This with each and all in a variety of ways: individually, with couples, groups, speaking, writing, simply Being with what is, sharing blessings of conscious union. 🙏💖
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4 Responses to Forks in the Road

  1. pat duty says:

    mutual friend of ours ~ the lovely Gayle, sent me your blog.

    It speaks to my heart & soul & I send you gratitude for expressing so beautifully (and the beauty of the process) of the journey through each day.
    It seems that now, as time & events are coming swiftly, each day is filled with more & more. The way through is Love ~ yes, I see that & feel it. Painful & beautiful.

    Much gratitude ~


    • Anrael says:

      Dear Pat, So lovely to meet you… any friend of Gayle’s is the True Friend we all are. 🙂
      Yes, practicing love and appreciation for what each day brings within us and to us in life is bringing ourselves right into the fire from which only the phoenix of True Being can arise. Many blessings on your journey moment to moment in the infinite Now that is Here always everywhere. May this blog, these sharings be of support. Please feel free to ask questions and share your experience here.

      Allowing our experience to be as it is — this is a radically different way of being than we are accustomed to — meeting it with love, gentle appreciation, quiet curiosity to discover what darkness is being dispelled; what Light is dawning… this is living the Life of Being.

      Many blessings! ~Anrael

  2. Gayle says:

    As I read ‘Forks in the Road’ I was overtaken by the understanding of the sheer and utter perfection of your words. They are a pure pointer for all consciously awakening during this amazing shift in consciousness. You are a gift Anrael.

    • Anrael says:

      So happy for your experience of Perfection. It is your Self that gives you This, your experience is the gift of the arising within you in recognition of what Is purely, perfectly present. May we all pass it on to one another. This is the point of our existence! To be the gift that keeps on giving. Thank you for your help in making this possible right here and now.

      May the giving always keep on in conscious recognition of the source that gives all;
      May we all be given to consciously realize we are the vehicles for this giving to continue on
      and be blessed and blissed in the giving! 🙂

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